i decided unwisly maby to take the officer kit and lead a squad using voip on al basrah( my favourite map) anyway learned the commands to issue waypoints and was leading my section across streets and up allyways on a search and destroy mission and was surprised to find that the entire squad of random people i dont even know are following my orders and are moving in good order(ownage).
we start taking fire from a 2 story building across the road and the adrenaline is pumping im ordering suppression fire on the windows from the machine gunner and rpgs r flyin over my head from the roof top, realising that we are getting bogged down in this allyway with cocktails flying at us and bullets pinging off the walls voip is getting very intense and i didnt realise i was taking this game so serious that im screaming orders on vent to fix bayonets( yea i no there are none lol) and deploy a smoke screen on the road, once that smoke was deployed im up and running across the middle of the street shouting "COVERING FIRE,WITH ME LADS TALLY HO,running though the smoke tossing granades into the windows,i leap over the small wall into the garden,switch to burst fire mode on my sa80 and charge up the stairs blasting an insurgent in the head multiple times not even stopping to check if hes dead, clear the ground floor and within seconds im charging onto the roof screaming on voip to keep the fight up max aggression, onto the roof blow a few hoels into the rpg and sniper on the roof and secure the roof before finally realsing what iv just done.i order my men to regroup do an ammo check and health check in the house and i begin to reflect on my first section attack on a defensive postion when petrol bombs start hitting the building and my men are getting cooked alive inside the house and we have no escape and we burn to death in a gaypile on the firstfloor
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at this point i take my headset off to take a rest and turn around and my dad is standing at the door stairing at me shaking his head saying what the f==k is wrong with me, i try to explain to him that iv just led an assult on a enemy postion but he walked off to make the dinner.